Alright, after all of this where I became a dying man shard for some reason and landed again for some reason in the body of a girl named Huntress. I overtook her body and absorbed the dying man shards that were within her. After that I sort of killed her, not really by any real intention. It was just me becoming too big for her brain to handle.
After that I used her body to go over to a local bar, to meet who else? Jack.
"Well if it isn't Cecilia as I live and breath"
"I go by Daughter at times these days, but yes it's me."
"What can I do for you?"
"Do you know where my body is?"
"You don't read your own blog, do you?"
"I have a blog?"
"Lucia set up a blog on your account. She has been in your body for a while. She's no longer in it though"
"So where is my body?"
"I have it in my possession"
"I want it back, Jack!"
"Easy there tiger. What do I get out of it?"
"I don't know, you can have the body I'm in right now"
"What use will that do?"
"It attracts dying man shards"
"Oooh...I like that. You've got yourself a deal"
I shook his hand and just like that I was back in my original body. My face sort of hurt and I could not see anything well.
"Oh, didn't I mention that the convocation sort of messed up your face? My bad"
"Jack you asshole, fix this!"
"Is that a wish?"
"Yes!"
I shook his hand again and my face became back to it's pretty self.
"Alright, nice to do business with you Cecilia, as always. I'm sure nothing bad will come of this"
I hate his sarcasm, mostly because he's right. I can only foresee bad things from this, but I had to. Its nice being in my original body again and finally I have control of my blog again. Lucia didn't change the password, well I did now.
It's great to be back folks. Anyway, there was something I was going to do.
Hmm...
Oh that's right, kill Lucia for killing me. I think that would be a great place to start with. Then maybe later I can try taking on other targets, like slenderman for example.
Oh how the tables have turned now.
~Cecilia
Sunday, April 28, 2013
Friday, April 26, 2013
A Jack!
In the room that I found the mask in there was a little girl. She was silent & not afraid of my exterior o_O
She looked cute ^-^
Except for the fact that her mouth was sewn shut. I don't get what's up with that. But she seemed to take my presence very well ^-^
She is following me.
I find it rather odd that she is.
I don't mind the company though ^-^
After talking to her for a bit, with her only being able to answer yes or no questions, something happened.
Jack appeared, emerging out of one of the walls.
"I'd be careful if I were you" He said and opened a can of beer he was holding?
"Why?"
"See that girl?"
"Yeah"
"She's a follower of Dreichmann"
"oh"
"Indeed. So what I think you should do is take her with you."
"Why?"
"While usually he finds his servants replacable, this one is special to him. So, that will lure him to you"
"Ah"
"Seriously...for a girl that looks like a serial killer you sure don't know what you're doing"
"Yes I do, I'm going to kill Dreichmann"
"Why?"
"Huh?"
"Why do you need to kill him?"
"That one girl told me to"
"The woman of life? So you just follow people's orders blindly?"
"ehm"
"I have to ask you the same thing I asked Cecilia back in the day. What is your goal at this point?"
"Ehm"
"Lucia. For all the crap you gave her for wanting to be a servant, to have no goal. You are doing the exact same thing, only you have less of a reason to do so. If I'd give a damn I'd slap you"
"Uh"
I started crying q.q I hate when people are right.
"So, here's what is going to happen. You're going to leave her body. You are going to go into the child over there. You will continue to update this blog and you will follow my orders, capish?"
I was going to refuse and point out the fault in that plan as it undermined what he said before, but I couldn't. I lost the ability to speak as he snapped his fingers.
"Oh dear, I guess there are no objections then"
He snapped his fingers again and I left Cecilia's body, which he took with him.
I'm now in this child's body.
She has her name written on her hand.
Emily.
Cute name, I guess.
Jack gave me orders. I guess I'll go follow them.
~Lucia
She looked cute ^-^
Except for the fact that her mouth was sewn shut. I don't get what's up with that. But she seemed to take my presence very well ^-^
She is following me.
I find it rather odd that she is.
I don't mind the company though ^-^
After talking to her for a bit, with her only being able to answer yes or no questions, something happened.
Jack appeared, emerging out of one of the walls.
"I'd be careful if I were you" He said and opened a can of beer he was holding?
"Why?"
"See that girl?"
"Yeah"
"She's a follower of Dreichmann"
"oh"
"Indeed. So what I think you should do is take her with you."
"Why?"
"While usually he finds his servants replacable, this one is special to him. So, that will lure him to you"
"Ah"
"Seriously...for a girl that looks like a serial killer you sure don't know what you're doing"
"Yes I do, I'm going to kill Dreichmann"
"Why?"
"Huh?"
"Why do you need to kill him?"
"That one girl told me to"
"The woman of life? So you just follow people's orders blindly?"
"ehm"
"I have to ask you the same thing I asked Cecilia back in the day. What is your goal at this point?"
"Ehm"
"Lucia. For all the crap you gave her for wanting to be a servant, to have no goal. You are doing the exact same thing, only you have less of a reason to do so. If I'd give a damn I'd slap you"
"Uh"
I started crying q.q I hate when people are right.
"So, here's what is going to happen. You're going to leave her body. You are going to go into the child over there. You will continue to update this blog and you will follow my orders, capish?"
I was going to refuse and point out the fault in that plan as it undermined what he said before, but I couldn't. I lost the ability to speak as he snapped his fingers.
"Oh dear, I guess there are no objections then"
He snapped his fingers again and I left Cecilia's body, which he took with him.
I'm now in this child's body.
She has her name written on her hand.
Emily.
Cute name, I guess.
Jack gave me orders. I guess I'll go follow them.
~Lucia
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
A Face!
Alright, this could've gone better. >_<
I teleported to the location that the black dog was last seen according to the woman that I met earlier.
When I got there, hundreds of crows attack me.
I managed to kill a lot of them, but they ate some of my face or rather some of Cecilia's face.
A lot of it actually, almost all of it.
I can't heal myself, so I am just walking around with a mask on. Kind of like the one from Friday the 13th, only black.
Suits me alright.
The bleeding has stopped though ^-^
I teleported to the nearest empty room I could find. I found the mask there.
It still hurts >_<
Either that bitch tricked me or the Black Dog moved.
Why is the Convocation after me?
I teleported to the location that the black dog was last seen according to the woman that I met earlier.
When I got there, hundreds of crows attack me.
I managed to kill a lot of them, but they ate some of my face or rather some of Cecilia's face.
A lot of it actually, almost all of it.
I can't heal myself, so I am just walking around with a mask on. Kind of like the one from Friday the 13th, only black.
Suits me alright.
The bleeding has stopped though ^-^
I teleported to the nearest empty room I could find. I found the mask there.
It still hurts >_<
Either that bitch tricked me or the Black Dog moved.
Why is the Convocation after me?
Saturday, April 20, 2013
A Living!
Alright, so something interesting has happened ^-^
The Smiling Man wasn't in the flower fields, so I just chilled ^-^.
But there was someone else who was there as well. It was a woman, not unlike Cecilia in appearance but instead of red hair she had black hair with some pink stripes.
"Hello Lucia"
"Cecilia?"
"No, guess again"
"Ehm...Whisper?"
"Wrong again"
"Just tell me who you are!"
"I'm the Woman of Life or that is what they call me at least."
"Are you a fear or something?"
"I don't think anyone would classify me as a fear. Then again, it depends on how you define fear"
"Fair enough...what do you want?"
"I want you to do something for me"
"What?"
"Oh, nothing major. Just kill Dreichmann"
"You mean the black dog?"
"Yes. See, he shouldn't be a fear in the first place. Neither should you, but for different reasons"
"I earned my fear status"
"How? By getting killed by Slenderman. You can see, the system is pretty fucked up. I want to change it"
"What's wrong with the system?"
"In a world where a man can descend to godhood like Dreichmann did, there is something wrong. I'm more shocked that the fears allowed it"
"Huh...alright, so how do you want me to kill Dreichmann?"
"Simple"
"Hmm?"
"You throw him into the Quiet"
"Wouldn't that kill me if I'm not careful?"
"YES!"
"What do I get out of it?"
"Your old life back. You know, before you met him "
"You got yourself a deal"
I shook her hand and she vanished in a a beam of bright light.
I guess I have to go kill the Black Dog, fear of secrets. That's going to be a task and a half. ^-^
Wish me luck ^-^
The Smiling Man wasn't in the flower fields, so I just chilled ^-^.
But there was someone else who was there as well. It was a woman, not unlike Cecilia in appearance but instead of red hair she had black hair with some pink stripes.
"Hello Lucia"
"Cecilia?"
"No, guess again"
"Ehm...Whisper?"
"Wrong again"
"Just tell me who you are!"
"I'm the Woman of Life or that is what they call me at least."
"Are you a fear or something?"
"I don't think anyone would classify me as a fear. Then again, it depends on how you define fear"
"Fair enough...what do you want?"
"I want you to do something for me"
"What?"
"Oh, nothing major. Just kill Dreichmann"
"You mean the black dog?"
"Yes. See, he shouldn't be a fear in the first place. Neither should you, but for different reasons"
"I earned my fear status"
"How? By getting killed by Slenderman. You can see, the system is pretty fucked up. I want to change it"
"What's wrong with the system?"
"In a world where a man can descend to godhood like Dreichmann did, there is something wrong. I'm more shocked that the fears allowed it"
"Huh...alright, so how do you want me to kill Dreichmann?"
"Simple"
"Hmm?"
"You throw him into the Quiet"
"Wouldn't that kill me if I'm not careful?"
"YES!"
"What do I get out of it?"
"Your old life back. You know, before you met him "
"You got yourself a deal"
I shook her hand and she vanished in a a beam of bright light.
I guess I have to go kill the Black Dog, fear of secrets. That's going to be a task and a half. ^-^
Wish me luck ^-^
Saturday, April 13, 2013
An Escape!
Alright, thanks to Cecilia blabbing, I guess my secret is out. No point in hiding it any longer.
I'm not Cecilia, just using her body is all o.o
My name is ILLUMINA or as I was known Lucia ^-^
Actually, I don't care. I sort of just made the "Real!Cecilia" up in order to get rid of Alicia. She was getting a bit too nosy. She's hot though, I do admit that.
After she tried to inflict her shard on me, I escaped and teleported to the flower fields.
I'm guessing from the comments of her blog that she was trying to find out something, I guess it doesn't matter, now at least ^-^
Cecilia, the real one is kind of dead-ish. ^-^
Who killed her?
GUESS WHO! ^-^
I'm not sure what to do now. I guess I'll try to get my revenge on Slenderman for killing me OR I could try to just live with this ^-^
I guess I should report back to the Smiling Man. Even he hasn't detected me yet ^-^
Silly fears!
Except me of course ^-^
~Ciao! ^-^
I'm not Cecilia, just using her body is all o.o
My name is ILLUMINA or as I was known Lucia ^-^
Actually, I don't care. I sort of just made the "Real!Cecilia" up in order to get rid of Alicia. She was getting a bit too nosy. She's hot though, I do admit that.
After she tried to inflict her shard on me, I escaped and teleported to the flower fields.
I'm guessing from the comments of her blog that she was trying to find out something, I guess it doesn't matter, now at least ^-^
Cecilia, the real one is kind of dead-ish. ^-^
Who killed her?
GUESS WHO! ^-^
I'm not sure what to do now. I guess I'll try to get my revenge on Slenderman for killing me OR I could try to just live with this ^-^
I guess I should report back to the Smiling Man. Even he hasn't detected me yet ^-^
Silly fears!
Except me of course ^-^
~Ciao! ^-^
Thursday, April 11, 2013
A Night!
So last night was fun ^-^
I should explain why ^-^'' After getting to safety at a hotel, me & Alicia got kind of intimate. If you know what I mean ^-^''
We made love.
Well, that sounds a bit corny, but still. I was just about to ask her what we should do now when she kissed me.
I was confused as hell ^-^''
"You wanted this right?" She said, sounding like a character from some hentai game.
Not that I play those >///>
I nodded and started to kiss her as well.
Things moved pretty fast after that.
I won't go into details, I mean...I'm a lady after all ^-^''
Anyway,
toodles ~!!
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME. LISTEN PEOPLE...THIS ISN'T ME. MY BODY HAS BEEN TAKEN OVER BY SOME KIND OF DYING MAN SHARD EVER SINCE I RETURNED FROM THE CAGE.
I am the real Cecilia.
She calls herself ILLUMINA.
Why the hell did ILLUMINA get to have sex with Alicia, but not me? Although...I did feel it >///<
Fuck, why am I using these emoticons?
I hate emoticons.
Too much expression.
Also everything she said was a lie. Although...well, I am sorry I actually wrote that post where I apologized. She kind of manipulated me to use the emoticons.
~Real!Cecilia
I should explain why ^-^'' After getting to safety at a hotel, me & Alicia got kind of intimate. If you know what I mean ^-^''
We made love.
Well, that sounds a bit corny, but still. I was just about to ask her what we should do now when she kissed me.
I was confused as hell ^-^''
"You wanted this right?" She said, sounding like a character from some hentai game.
Not that I play those >///>
I nodded and started to kiss her as well.
Things moved pretty fast after that.
I won't go into details, I mean...I'm a lady after all ^-^''
Anyway,
toodles ~!!
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME. LISTEN PEOPLE...THIS ISN'T ME. MY BODY HAS BEEN TAKEN OVER BY SOME KIND OF DYING MAN SHARD EVER SINCE I RETURNED FROM THE CAGE.
I am the real Cecilia.
She calls herself ILLUMINA.
Why the hell did ILLUMINA get to have sex with Alicia, but not me? Although...I did feel it >///<
Fuck, why am I using these emoticons?
I hate emoticons.
Too much expression.
Also everything she said was a lie. Although...well, I am sorry I actually wrote that post where I apologized. She kind of manipulated me to use the emoticons.
~Real!Cecilia
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
A Combat!
So we arrived at the place that the Instant was at ^-^ and the Instant was quickly to run away from us. These nests popped out of nowhere and started to fight us. I mean there were velociraptors at points and it really freaked us out.
I was tried doing my best, using my petal powers(I know it sounds kinda lame, but it isn't ^-^'') against that one girl, Kyra but aside from holding her off for a bit I didn't manage much >->
Alicia moved with her gun into the building to try to escape the birds.
Using the Flower Fields I teleported my way inside with a molotov cocktail that EAT had provided and threw it at one of the nests that was about to kill Alicia. ^-^
NOBODY TRIES TO KILL ALICIA >_<
Anyway, I teleported us out of there and quickly drove. Shine, the dying man shard that Alicia has within her started to heal Alicia's wounds ^-^.
We got lucky ^-^
But the Instant escaped x.x
Well better luck next time ^-^
I'm here. Finally I'm here. This was exhausting, I never knew taking possession of someone was this exhausting. Then again maybe its because I'm not a possessive thing. Right, I should perhaps explain to the readers who I am.
I'm
I was tried doing my best, using my petal powers(I know it sounds kinda lame, but it isn't ^-^'') against that one girl, Kyra but aside from holding her off for a bit I didn't manage much >->
Alicia moved with her gun into the building to try to escape the birds.
Using the Flower Fields I teleported my way inside with a molotov cocktail that EAT had provided and threw it at one of the nests that was about to kill Alicia. ^-^
NOBODY TRIES TO KILL ALICIA >_<
Anyway, I teleported us out of there and quickly drove. Shine, the dying man shard that Alicia has within her started to heal Alicia's wounds ^-^.
We got lucky ^-^
But the Instant escaped x.x
Well better luck next time ^-^
I'm here. Finally I'm here. This was exhausting, I never knew taking possession of someone was this exhausting. Then again maybe its because I'm not a possessive thing. Right, I should perhaps explain to the readers who I am.
I'm
Friday, April 5, 2013
A Trip!
We are on the road towards a neighboring country ^-^
Alicia didn't want to teleport, so we are driving.
The view is pretty awesome and everything is so pretty ^ö^
Alicia was driving and she looked so cute. I almost felt compelled to kiss her again, but didn't since that pisses her off. ^-^'''
I really want her to trust me again... >_>
I just want to forget everything I did in the past <_<
I just want to live my life now ^-^
Anyway, I'll report once more when we get towards our destination ^ö^
HELP M-
Alicia didn't want to teleport, so we are driving.
The view is pretty awesome and everything is so pretty ^ö^
Alicia was driving and she looked so cute. I almost felt compelled to kiss her again, but didn't since that pisses her off. ^-^'''
I really want her to trust me again... >_>
I just want to forget everything I did in the past <_<
I just want to live my life now ^-^
Anyway, I'll report once more when we get towards our destination ^ö^
HELP M-
Wednesday, April 3, 2013
A Life!
So me & Alicia met up.
I might as well explain how Alicia looks like for people who don't read her blog. She's a blond with short hair and glasses and is really cute >///<
So we met up at a location(not telling <-<) and we talked for a bit. She seems still pissed at me for what I did and how we broke up x.x
I already apologized, can't do more than that.
As we were about to go to the location Moonlight is in we were ambushed. A bunch of proxies burst through the windows in the middle of our convo. Rude <_<
One of them was like a small slenderman thingy. It wasn't Slenderman, I would've recognized him, but he looked like Slenderman but with a sock over his head and only 2 tentacles.
It was bizarre to say the least. o.O
They were closing in on us, preparing to attack us. I quickly grabbed a hold of Alicia, kind of hugging her tightly as I summoned a portal behind us.
It wasn't long before we were in the flower fields, laying on the grass. ^-^
She slapped me again.
What is it with her and slapping me >_<
She was like "What the hell?" again. I'm sure she has more reason to now, she was upset about many things like for example bringing her to the flower fields. ^-^
"It's alright Alicia, I can just teleport us back. Just to some other location"
I opened up a portal.
"grab my hand"
She was reluctant, but eventually did so and we were off to the location where Moonlight was. ^-^
Alicia was quick to talk to him.
I don't remember what they talked about. In fact I don't remember a lot of what happened there o.o
I might as well explain how Alicia looks like for people who don't read her blog. She's a blond with short hair and glasses and is really cute >///<
So we met up at a location(not telling <-<) and we talked for a bit. She seems still pissed at me for what I did and how we broke up x.x
I already apologized, can't do more than that.
As we were about to go to the location Moonlight is in we were ambushed. A bunch of proxies burst through the windows in the middle of our convo. Rude <_<
One of them was like a small slenderman thingy. It wasn't Slenderman, I would've recognized him, but he looked like Slenderman but with a sock over his head and only 2 tentacles.
It was bizarre to say the least. o.O
They were closing in on us, preparing to attack us. I quickly grabbed a hold of Alicia, kind of hugging her tightly as I summoned a portal behind us.
It wasn't long before we were in the flower fields, laying on the grass. ^-^
She slapped me again.
What is it with her and slapping me >_<
She was like "What the hell?" again. I'm sure she has more reason to now, she was upset about many things like for example bringing her to the flower fields. ^-^
"It's alright Alicia, I can just teleport us back. Just to some other location"
I opened up a portal.
"grab my hand"
She was reluctant, but eventually did so and we were off to the location where Moonlight was. ^-^
Alicia was quick to talk to him.
I don't remember what they talked about. In fact I don't remember a lot of what happened there o.o
Monday, April 1, 2013
A Shard!
I went to the flower fields and met with the Fact. To answer Insanity's question in the comments, no he has a body, one of the less important rose brides. ^-^'
Anyway, the Fact told me where Moonlight is, apparently Moonlight was stupid enough to leave a trail of sorts. Fact said it was easy to find him once you knew were to look ^-^'
The Fact had been searching for him for personal reasons.
I don't really care about that ^-^'' to be honest.
I know where Moonlight is now, so that's at least something. Of course I'm not gonna reveal where it is at here, but I'm gonna go tell Alicia.
^-^ This should prove to be fun!
Anyway, the Fact told me where Moonlight is, apparently Moonlight was stupid enough to leave a trail of sorts. Fact said it was easy to find him once you knew were to look ^-^'
The Fact had been searching for him for personal reasons.
I don't really care about that ^-^'' to be honest.
I know where Moonlight is now, so that's at least something. Of course I'm not gonna reveal where it is at here, but I'm gonna go tell Alicia.
^-^ This should prove to be fun!
A Girl!
I met with Alicia today at a location that I'm not saying. I'm forbidden, for some reason. Alicia's idea.
Anyway, we met at a hotel and she came into my room ^-^
I went ahead and hugged her, but she was not really willing. But eventually she hugged me ^-^
"Hi Alicia, we finally meet"
"Yeah, I guess we do"
"So how have you been?"
"Can't complain"
"Alright. I kind of just wanted to see if you needed help with anything!"
"Well, if you have been reading my blog you already know what I need"
"Right...I may be of help to find Moonlight"
"Really?"
"Yeah. The Fact is in the flower fields and he kind of knows a lot of locations where shards are"
"That would be great! I mean its not the Instant, but its something"
"Yeah"
"So, I gotta ask. Why are you a rose bride?"
"I had no choice but to make another deal with Jack"
"Yeah I guess. Are you really sure you are on our side?"
"Positive" I said and smiled ^-^
After a bit of back and forth I decided to just go ahead and kiss her. I mean like I've said in the past, to me a kiss isn't a big deal ^-^
Besides, I promised her a kiss 10x better than my kiss with Knight.
So I gave her one. ^-^
It was rather hot if I say so myself, because she kind of struggled at first. But then after a while she seemed to just give in ^-^
Although she kind of slapped me afterwards and was like "what the hell?" I kind of could see that she liked it as much as I did.
I'm not going to get together with Alicia again or anything. Its just a promise I was keeping. Nothing else.
Anyway, I'm going to contact The Fact to see if I can find Moonlight.
^-^
Anyway, we met at a hotel and she came into my room ^-^
I went ahead and hugged her, but she was not really willing. But eventually she hugged me ^-^
"Hi Alicia, we finally meet"
"Yeah, I guess we do"
"So how have you been?"
"Can't complain"
"Alright. I kind of just wanted to see if you needed help with anything!"
"Well, if you have been reading my blog you already know what I need"
"Right...I may be of help to find Moonlight"
"Really?"
"Yeah. The Fact is in the flower fields and he kind of knows a lot of locations where shards are"
"That would be great! I mean its not the Instant, but its something"
"Yeah"
"So, I gotta ask. Why are you a rose bride?"
"I had no choice but to make another deal with Jack"
"Yeah I guess. Are you really sure you are on our side?"
"Positive" I said and smiled ^-^
After a bit of back and forth I decided to just go ahead and kiss her. I mean like I've said in the past, to me a kiss isn't a big deal ^-^
Besides, I promised her a kiss 10x better than my kiss with Knight.
So I gave her one. ^-^
It was rather hot if I say so myself, because she kind of struggled at first. But then after a while she seemed to just give in ^-^
Although she kind of slapped me afterwards and was like "what the hell?" I kind of could see that she liked it as much as I did.
I'm not going to get together with Alicia again or anything. Its just a promise I was keeping. Nothing else.
Anyway, I'm going to contact The Fact to see if I can find Moonlight.
^-^
A Hotel!
I realized as I headed to buy plane tickets that I am in fact a rose bride. That means I can teleport using the flower fields.
I'm new to this, cut me some slack >_<
I've never had teleportation before, so I didn't realize.
But anyway, I'm in Belgium...specifically in Antwerp where Smiley told me Alicia was going to be at.
Oh, Alicia...I would love to finally meet you ^-^
I'm staying at the Riverbed Hotel, so yeah come there ^-^
You are just going to have to take my word that I'm not here to hurt you or anything. I mean, you can just bring a gun with you if you feel safer that way.
Anyway!
Can't wait to see you!
^-^
I'm new to this, cut me some slack >_<
I've never had teleportation before, so I didn't realize.
But anyway, I'm in Belgium...specifically in Antwerp where Smiley told me Alicia was going to be at.
Oh, Alicia...I would love to finally meet you ^-^
I'm staying at the Riverbed Hotel, so yeah come there ^-^
You are just going to have to take my word that I'm not here to hurt you or anything. I mean, you can just bring a gun with you if you feel safer that way.
Anyway!
Can't wait to see you!
^-^
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